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Sep. 17th, 2010

Slowly but Surely...

Well, senior year is slowly getting under way...
There's so much to do already!!
I just got new glasses and a haircut today...
Preparing myself a bit for the school year and all the grad stuff that's going to go on!!
Grad photos are in like 2 weeks... I'm excited but nervous... I don't know why though...
I got my haircut for that... and I got it 2 weeks early so that if I ended up disliking it I'd have 2 weeks to grow it out and (hopefully) get used to it.

On another note, I'm one of eight that's going to theatre camp from my school in 2-3 weeks... so excited but kinda anxious... I'm the only girl that signed up for it and there's one opening spot left so I'm really wishing that's gonna be a girl... PLEASE!! It's a district-wide school event so I don't want to be the only girl from my school stuck with a bunch of other girls from other schools I don't know!! TT_________TT

I'm also applying to this scholarship which I am totally hoping to get (which I doubt I will but I'll never know unless I try)... I'm not gonna name it here though... just incase it gives me less competition for it... all I'm going to say is that it's to one of my dream schools which I've been dreaming of (but always doubted I would ever get to) attending... ^^ So best wishes to me!!

AND, I discovered/realized something shocking.... I'M ACTUALLY ENJOYING CHEMISTRY CLASS!! OTL
it isn't as bad as I originally thought it was going to be... *sigh*

AND... AND... AND... I still want Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep!!
Must find job to get money in order to pay for PSP so that I can play KH:BbS... Must find job to get money in order to pay for PSP so that I can play KH:BbS... Must find job to get money in order to pay for PSP so that I can play KH:BbS...
.....
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you get the point...

Anyways, that's about it for now...
Wishing everyone the best!!

Ciao for now~
 


Sep. 7th, 2010

First Day Back and Some Lifestyle Changes... Hopefully...

Well, so far so good... second post!! xD
Anyways, today was my first day back at school...
but it was only half an hour... so does that really count??
Got to hang out with my friends for a few hours after though... that was fun!!

AND Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep came out today!!
I WANT IT SOOO BADLY BUT I DON'T HAVE A PSP!!
I was actually going to buy one off of GameStop by using my parent's credit card and then give them the money back...
but then my dad had to be a jerk about it and essentially he ended up calling me fat indirectly...
it's not exactly MY fault... geez.... but I'm not fat!! I'm chubby and cute!! xD
Anyways, away from that (which happened last night)... I just had to let it out...

Okay, so I've decided that I need a change in lifestyle...
I mean that my life currently isn't all that worthwhile... Basically, I sleep and waste my brain away on the computer for a majority of my days...
SO, I am hoping to start living differently... less computer and laziness, and more productiveness...
I'm hoping to get things accomplished:
exercise, practice my flute, do homework as soon as I get home instead of at one in the morning, spend less time on the computer, don't waste my time by sleeping, etc. etc.
There is so much I could do, learn, and accomplish in the time that I actually spend sleeping and on the computer...
So that's what I'm hoping...
I'm just posting this to be a reminder for myself if I ever forget and start returning to my lazy lifestyle...
Anyways, the best of luck to me and to everyone out there for whatever it may be!!

Until next time!!
I'm signing out!!
Ciao~


Aug. 27th, 2010

A year...

Well, it's been over a year since I made my livejournal account...
And to say that this is my first post is kinda... sad? pathetic?

Regardless of that...
nothing much really happened...
Got through another school year, made new friends, grew distant with others, was in the middle of some highschool drama (if it could be called that), etc. etc.
I learned a bit more about myself, and got to do/try things that I probably wouldn't have ever actually tried to do.
Overall, I feel like I've reached a stagnant, plateau in my life...
Nothing I do seems to make life anymore exciting or happy for me....

Anyways, school starts in a little more then a week and I'm a senior this year...
it's hard to believe.
By the end of June of 2011, I'll be out in the real world... kind of a scary and intimidating thought...
So, I am gonna try to make this last year of highschool as memorable and fun as I can make it... I am not going to hold back anything if I can, and if I can't might as well go down trying!!
I think that's why I've decided to actually start posting stuff now... to start something new (sort of), and document this (hopefully) eventful, once in a lifetime, exciting year in my life...
Anyways, wish me luck!!

Until next time!!
Ciao~